LR19’s new volume and future project

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The second volume is taking a bit too long, so I’ve decided to move on to the third one.It has been briefly announced not a long ago anyways, so I might as well start filling it with entries.With that, my current goal is to finish the rest of the second volume, do the third one and be done with the SNES side project.To be fair, I was thinking about giving up on the second volume’s theme and just fill the rest of it with random games, but I really wish to take my time and clear more of Matt Thorson’s titles. They are quite tough, but fun and well-crafted.Definitely worth my time, I think.  In the meantime, I’ll cover titles from Ben Yahtzee Croshaw. The reason why I choose him is because I’ve played most of his games before and I kinda’ want to add more games that I’ve cleared in the past to the vault.

After I’m done with these three volumes I’ll open up a special event.A gauntlet where I’ll try to clear randomly picked retro games, within’ a certain time period. One thing that might interest YOU, the reader: There will be rewards!I’ll be giving out video games for people via STEAM!Still, it’s an event that is way far into the future, but heads up! – Things could always change for one reason or another!

HEY!WANNA HAVE A HIGHER CHANCE TO BE PICKED UP AND WIN A FREE VIDEO GAME? THIS DAMP PLACE IS LOOKING FOR ARTISTS OF ANY SKILL,RACE AND GENDER!I AM ESPECIALLY KIND TOWARDS VIDEO GAMES AND ANYTHING RELATED, SO TAKE THAT INTO CONSIDERATION AS WELL!

[Free talk] Over the years.The two sides of the Flare coin – I would hug you,but your teeth are rotting and they stink!How to write about good news in a post.///

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I spent the late hours of this Friday night by reading some of my posts from my old[er] blog[s]/shhh! I needed to humor myself.Moreover,I was craving to see the actual changes between the person that I am now and the one I was back then.What I realized was that my old self lacked a good perception and more than anything – motivation.I wouldn’t say that video games had a huge influence regarding this,since they really moved my turnkey and pushed me to make my first actual game “Fisherman” and release it.True,it is still in need of some fixin’ and whatnot,but at least it feels like something that I’ve completed,at least partially in my life.Well,to be fair,League of legends had a huge deal in preventing me from actual progress regarding my “No-Kywln” project,but that can also be associated with the fact that I was madly in love with a really special girl,who was the sole reason for me to actually get back into the game.The first time we separated actually gave me a push to create “Fisherman”.The second however turned out worse than the first,but it still layed an egg called “Reverse”.

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To be fair,I was also within’ a circle of people that never really did cared as a whole about my work or my own being,which felt really unpleasant,considering the fact that I choose to open myself as much as I can to them.Then again,nowadays people have moved to a point where their social interactions have really changed in terms of standarts and ideas.I am probably going to sound pretty negative by saying this,but some people really feel like robots or just wild animals,with a really bad case of perception in various situations.What really ticks me off is the fact that they even try to put it as a natural standart for this day and age,not considering the fact that this evolution result might not be all that great and acceptable as most might think it is.What I am trying to say is that I think I managed to forgot a crucial part about my actual persona,which was the reason for my recent breakdown after I left that circle.

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I am never left without a backup plan though!Despite being holded back,I knew that at some point everything will crumble to dust.While not putting too much of an effort or actual work in my project for the last four years,I still did my best to find free time,experiment,practice and work on various aspects that I wanted to invest into.I talked to people,I swam inside their ideas and projects.I cheered the alive and scavanged the fallen.In time,I came to a point where my project already had enough material and resources to actually become something.I could no longer hold back,which led to the creation of this blog,along with the adoption of the No-Kywln project.This choice was pretty much my loud announcment of: “So long everything and everyone!I want to be who I actually am and I want ot do what I actually desire to.”To that I wish to also toss: “I want to be with people that I actually like and respect,rather than pity and cheer for their unreachable dreams.”

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I did this months ago for “Harumin”.Thank you for all your support during my nervous breakdown!

I am going to end this post by saying that a person invested in my project and gave me a headstart for my current work,which is “No-Kywln: _ ” After I am actually done with that,I’ll go back and refix and finish “Fisherman” once and for all,along with the rest of my projects,for which I will toss a coin to decide their order in which I am going to work on.This blog will not lose it’s content,the vault will be filled and in time,this just might grow up into the best place I’ve ever created!